Depressing Overseeing

There she goes

strolling with fancy clothes,

happy without a thing she owes

or rather ignorant of the world she knows.

Oh how I wish she would trip

and fall back down to Earth, as would a pip.

Oh what a terrible mistake

falling head over heels before I could even rake

what were your thoughts,

and be wise in this vicious circle.

Oh what a scoundrel,

forking out my hearts’ parcel

leaving me only to myself to embrace

and accompany your dreams in life’s rat race.

Oh what a vicious cycle,

like only I have faith in a thing called miracle.

or perhaps I would be thinking too much

and you thinking too little, how amusing!

Oh what errors I’ve done,

for these blizzards to be don

causing a massive attack of all the aches

like something even severe than headaches.

Oh the feeling’s this rejection,

I could almost taste the injection!

Plainly painless bitterness

all set upon to harness

the insecurities I’ve come to have.

Oh the sound of the music,

hyped my emotions forcing it be intrinsic

to conjunct with the rising tides

as the sensation slowly glides

streaming through my blood vessels.

Oh the adrenaline rush

is too much I crave for more,

ameliorating me a conjuror on the keyboard

rendering to have this skeptic hoard.