The Unknown

Of all the strange things that could have happened to me;
this is by far is the strangest and most shocking of them all -
to be causing me heartaches and what not heartbreaks
left alone feeling lost and clueless, even bitter inside.
I gawk in disbelief for what is and what it could be,
ever speculating, I question feeling shitty - I recall
my life on this swerving turn point it partakes
and found depression from the feelings inside I hide.