Answering Our Prayers

So where to from here,
where hate is feckless
and patience wears.

Not a mailing address,
just feeling of despairs
and of a heart left bare.

As paradox impairs,
and stellar voids of care,
engendering to suppress.

Circumference

In a Texan home
where I'd bum and stone,
I saw tumbleweeds rolling,
gone miles with the wind;
it got me etching and sketching,
thinking, a deep longing in mind,
of the love taken for granted.

Endearing

To my best friend,

she is amazingly the best;

hence now I can,
I can cook thee a simple dine,
and drive ye around
all day round

whilst being the best,

the best a boyfriend could,
protecting thee from harm,
guarding

and providing the best,

the best yet experience,
one that I can provide.

Hurdle

This is your one last push,
one more day to succumb;
you can do it, shush -
believe you can and overcome!

lovEver

I will not write of the tears I cried
or how the rain poured itself upon
as the cold night blows its air dry,
shivering me cold and alone inside.

I will not write of how I supplied
the strength to pillow batterings;
and from you, I will never fly - away,
way out from being by your side.

Sparlike

Once upon a time,
I sparred with the wall,
was infuriated
though flat and dull.

Had a go then at a post -
a concrete column,
and that hurts the most,
fracturing a toe or two.

A scar for life. No
never silly no more.
Patiently does it now
controlling unlike before.

Unanimously

For it was spontaneous,
I lack the words to plan,
to construct nor to mention
beforehand, to fellow friends
hence, there, my silent sanction.

Contact

Dawn broke a good night
as morn' draws enlightenment,
rising our hearts from a good fight,
a good sleep, a slumber refinement.

Dusk excites me once again
as we turn in, to bunk in - a battle,
scuffling and wrestle, our strength gain,
finding its path to a kiss, and settle.

Carousel

Take now a handful of dirt,
grip it with all thy dislike and contempt,
and throw them right, straight to the eyes;
in doing so maketh this not thy last attempt,
at corroding this fragile heart of mine,
as I know, I am no better to exempt;
I love you hence, it will, I will be fine.

Heartfelt

Look where I am now...
feeling cheated in between o jolly;
will the weekend be kind enough
to show me a little grace and mercy,
to pull my smile you know what...
screw this write from a heart.

6 Days

For the next six days,
I shall cower in silence,
toiling and working my ways
to completing all with prudence;
No updates, for now, I am happy,
to reap the fruit of patience
and catching glimpses of babyy
watching the sunrise for instance.

Stake Up

What a day, little can I say,
the fun I had in observing
subjects in ages forlorn and form;
incomparable to One I am awaiting
for its return, a loving in mind.

Smile

Hello frown, it has been a while,
I never miss you, will you go away now?
I seek my painter, to paint me my smile.
I pray and I plead, I will beg and I bow
for this canvas is left unfinished,
I just need you Smile please somehow.

Refraction

Who dare say I am crazy?
When I feel a smashing!
I was, and I still am lazy
despite all its resting.

Dare you say now I am insane?
Where oddity and weird combine;
but you are but justly the same
identically, neither can you decline.

Spaced

This is not a drill,
this is not a break up,
nothing in me can still...

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as I have no words
for the pain I feel.

Fill

Be still.
Breathe in;
feel me,
be filled,
my warmth
in arms.

Who Am I To Say

They are bounded by law,
the stringent rules and ways,
its foolish chasing in its days;
I have seen them all - I saw.

Though not all but most,
a folly they make of their own
its generation they have sown;
a parasitizing fools I see them host.

But who am I to say of these,
unleashing without hope -
empathy I just fail to cope;
[so you fill in this line please].

Ailment

This sheet, this paper
I feed them like any other,
a shrink I make of my own
studying patterns thrown;
they were nothing anomalous,
but a belie being fabulous.

Dung

Heave and take a deep breath,
dash not but jump into a big splash,
allow the chlorine to fill up the lungs
as I drown and see life all in a flash.

Reach out and grasp at the light,
an arm outstretched to guide right.

Contents

Cover to cover,
its content I have seen over,
however,
I will try write them again,
keeping a mind plain
inking over the pain.
Hurry up Time, come,
come closer and overcome,
prove of how wrong have I become,
and read to me not a calamity,
visualize instead serenity
within a sight of perplexity.
Paint words to intrude,
smudge truths and conclude
easing the mind its attitude;
come, come Time quick,
propagate as you do it slick,
summarize before I fall sick.